This is on the flight home from MD Anderson Cancer Center in Houston. There was a lot to take in after hearing one of the top doctors in the country deliver a lot of uncertainties surrounding my case. I remember so vividly feeling scared, afraid, overwhelmed...my parents were there with me and that helped 'cushion the blow', but there are no words that can describe that feeling of not knowing. Not knowing if I am cured, not knowing how this could happen, not knowing if chemo will help, and ultimately not knowing what my future holds. But in this picture, it was honestly a moment of my coming to terms with everything. There was an incredible sunset out the window, the colors were so vibrant it almost didn't look real. And I was getting lost in my book, finding comfort in that moment with my parents right next to me. My fears come and go, those will never go away, but it is moments like these that I try to hold on to.